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#30: When I Write

 Day 30 (final) of 30 days writing challenge

When I Write

Finally we come to the end of this challenge. It's been a long 30(+1) days (I skipped a day). When I write something in this blog, I rarely think about it. I just let it flow. Because it's kinda different with formal writing so I can let my mind roam freely




Nonetheless, being forced to write in 30 days everyday proven to be a hardwork. How to keep being consistent and persistent for daily writing accordingly to schedule. Sometimes you don't have any energy left to write anything, so it's definitely hardwork.

Anyways, I recall a day when somebody from my undergrad years (someone from the same year as I do, in the same lodging we're staying at my first year) telling off my spelling as wrong. I can still remember that, but the way that person telling off people wasn't really nice. At that point, I knew that studying any foreign language is not easy, and you can't mock people that learn any language other than their own. You can use any language if you're used to it, familiarity is a must. I'm not saying that I'm perfect now, I know I've still got so many errors. But whether you're perfect or not is out of question, what matter most is your hardwork. And you've got to try.

And it's been quite a challenge. I don't know, tomorrow I'll be writing again or not, or let this blog be empty for so many years before I got an inspiration to write again? Who knows. 

But for now, it's the end of this challenge. I can't say if I truly finished it since I skipped a day. And today was really tiring. Suddenly there're so many things to do from work. What I feel today? It's kinda a relief actually. Finally. Lol.

Thank you for reading my blog ☺️. Hopefully you guys like it. I'll try to write more in the future. Tell me more about things you want me to write or put any comments so that I can know you guys better. It's also a hardwork to read someone else's story.

For now, goodnight. 


P.S: this is the full list of the challenge. Feel free to be on board!





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