Day 19 of 30 days writing challenge First Love "You're always gonna be the one, 今はまだ悲しいlove song. 新しい歌,うたえるまで。" Utada Hikaru ~First Love It was summer of 2002, on my last year of highschool. Hikki's song was the colour of my youth as at those years I've experienced my first love story . It wasn't ended up well since we're not mature enough. I wasn't mature enough, as well was he. He was a senior, a year ahead. Went to a prestigious college and was really bright. I always into nerds , brainy indeed (is still) sexy. But at first I wasn't that into him but gradually my feelings grew. First year went okay for us. But the year after, when I went to a different city for further study, it's getting tiring have to go back and forth just to meet him. I was with him for four years straight , but my parents already (as always) nagging me to get married, every single day. This is an example of what exactly is toxic parenting in a nutshell. Exhibit ...
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