Ameru's blog

  Day 9 of 30 days writing challenge. Happiness I am everything but happy right now, I'm sorry. Not really in the mood to talk about happiness so today we'll be off topic. Not happy now. Just heard a heartbreaking news about work-related stuff, and the feel of rejection is similar with the one that I felt during my apprenticeship year, when I heard that my Studio Coordinator gave me an E so I have to do another year again (8 hours credits do it another year, he hated me gut and my window shape , so yeah I'm screwed). Always thought that drawing buildings isn't my thing, but I stuck there nonetheless. Come to think of it, my undergrad years were full of sh*t and sadness, there's always this lecturer that hated your design. And you felt like crap). I cried back then, on the rooftop of RRI building where my project management took place. I'm not always bright, I've been through hell. And it's not sweet. Anyways, I'm not unfamiliar with this kind of f...

Day 2 of  30 days writing challenge. Happy things I will separate this part into several sections, as this will be quite a long blog. I found these things as things that indeed make me happy. --- Part 1 : Cat Ever since I was a child, always knew one thing that will keep me happy: cats. I literally did everything with cats: sleep, eat, talk (!) and of course I always cleaned after them. My childhood dream was to become a Veterinarian. But you can't always get what you want (I'll stop this sentimental reminiscent, as this post is about things that make me happy, not sad. Lol). Currently living with my spouse and my cat, Miko. There's just three of us right now, and actually I'm happy, way happier than, let say, three years ago. Miko was with me too at that time, those worst years of my life, and she was indeed my pure source of happiness. The thing about cat is, you either like them to bits/adore them or you despise/scared/not interested in them at all . Some people bl...