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#21: Love

Day 21 of 30 days writing challenge

Love

Love is intangible, yet it's crucial. 
Love is easy to say, but quite hard to be done.
Love is when you give more and more but you never count.
Love is when you're receiving and receiving and receiving things without a tab.




Why is it so hard to be loveable?
Why is it so hard it's unbearable? 

Love is not only between you and me,
It's all about unity and sincerity.
It's about trust and loyalty.
It's about devotion and chivalry.

"And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make," Sang Paul McCartney. 
True, but sometimes you gave more and more and more and nothing good came out if it. 
True as it may, love has to be reciprocal, has to be in synch. 

When you lost the balance, that's when you know, 
That what you've feared of is indeed stalking by,
That what came out of your nightmares are true,
And you know, the end is better than to stay astray.

And as for what we have, Though grateful I am might sometimes I found uneasiness,
And drowsiness,
And bitterness,
But, what ever it is, it is.

Not that I don't want to be flowery,
Or be happy as a bee,
Or not let my gloom to be bloom,
Yet, it is still what it is.

Embrace what you have,
As happy as it gets,
And just hope that perhaps,
Those feelings will last. 

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