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#14: My Style

 Day 14 of 30 days writing challenge

(I'm writing this due to me procrastinating uncomfortable things to do today.)

My Style

I'm not a stylish person, so I can't really describe what kind of fashion pattern do I follow, because honestly I'm not really following any. I don't use elaborate make up, maybe just using basic day cream + marck's powder and lipbalm everyday. I have a bland look and don't follow any fashion style.

This is my Facebook avatar

I wore hijab as a part of the faith I believe in, but not really as strict as using abayas or long oversized skirts as a daily outfit, or even burqa ( not really into dresses or feminine hijrah outfit that's too much a fuss and limited your movements ) . I'm comfortable in using regular trousers and basic jeans, and regular clothes such as long-sleeved t-shirts and occasionally cotton shirts or checkerd flannels. I love to wear jackets or hoodies as well. I'd prefer sneakers anytime than high heels. 

My T-shirts mostly cartoon-themed (I think most of it is now Tin Tin themed 😄). Rarely spent my money on makeup and fashion, so I guess I'm not a stylish person at all. Lol.

I wore full-fledged make up in my adult years only twice in my life, first one is on my undergrad graduation ceremony, and the second one is for my 1st wedding. The latter I kinda regret, because I looked so beautiful and yet it was for nothing (that guy was a jerk). After that, I don't do those kinds of makeup anymore. 


I'm sorry for bringing this up...but...

Maybe some girls do makeup for fun, and there's nothing wrong with it. It became something wrong if you painted your face to cover your evil nature and pick other people's partners. Not that I generalising, but most of my ex's bitches wore more than enough makeup and they somehow look decent disgusting yet and actually rotten inside. 

Up until now, I'm still traumatised seeing bitchy people with too much make up on. I'm sorry, can't help to judge who the hell are you flirting with anyway? It's too disgusting. Not that it's my business, but sometimes I wonder is it necessary to be that person that's always have to attract people especially guys? Of course if that's your profession, idk what else to say, but still, I'm a bit overwhelmed and repulsed by it. Maybe it's just me. I hope someday I can have another perspective, so that I won't get irritated by just a sheer thing.
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