Ameru's blog

It's getting harder and harder to find gentleman nowadays. All the guys around you seemed somehow lame and unreliable. Has the world gone mental? No wonder there are lots of feminists out there, knowing the fact that these so called creature that said to be created firstly and gave up one of his ribs to God for creating a woman (explain how misogynist this is--an alpha male), has lost his "vibe" and "striveness" in all aspect, especially regarding decision making. Nevertheless, curiously enough, that "manly" ego linger there! (I don't know why they should keep it anyways, as in it's like you've got no balls lads (lol)). Sometimes I wonder, do they really become reversely emancipated? As in in women (we tend to be bolder nowadays), whilst guys on the other hand, become more feminine, less useful, useless, and, sorry to say, "weak". It's totally like reversed emancipation, the role of men become less and less, and the dignity ...

Well, I know these days there are this emancipation where women are freely being able to choose whatever option lies ahead. Nevertheless, sometimes it seems funny for me how on certain case some women are exceedingly greedy to have both--career and being a mom, while in fact it's like almost impossible to be done, not with a sacrifice from one part nor the other. Take this woman for example, she's like happily married, and had a good career as a lecturer. But somewhat she wanted more and left her two-year-old to study abroad. Just for her own ambition? And she dare to say she misses her child! If she misses him, she wouldn't have left him on the first place! Such hypocrite. I wonder how's her husband feeling 'bout this, would he be annoyed? (Served to the fact that his wife like "abandoned" her child for the sake of her own dream?) Or would he be an apathetic minor person that just say "yes" (a yes man indeed) to whatever his wife asked for? I ...

Whew. These ARE the first days for me in the UK, in fact the first days for me at all to go to anywhere not tropical. I'm gonna be here for a while, so it kinda shocked me how the temperature can be THIS low...(at about 11-13 degrees of Celcius), while whole of my life I've been exposed to tropical temperatures of 29-32... So, this is really something! I've always dreamed of getting here since I was little. It's like a dream come true! You see, I'm a huge fan of the Beatles, and I'm like just two hours from their birthplace! OMG! Can't wait to get there! >___ Right now I have to strive for the weather adjustment. The chill got there and stuck in my ankles! This had never before experienced by me, a new one.

You see, in about eleven hours i'm going to flee out of this country, and you know what, my boyfriend's mom obviously found a way to keep him from seeing me going. Why the hell she choose today for feeding orphans? (she said it's a nazar (something you promised the Lord to do...). But why today??? Aren't there codes for boyfriends to their girlfriends? But then again, their mothers are always the superior ones.