Ameru's blog

  (pic taken from  http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs46/f/2009/190/4/4/AMNOS__Colorful__by_kumoritan.png ) Today someone from my past suddenly came out of nowhere; however I feel rather happy than upset on hearing that person's voice. Rather surprising--considering how much hurt it costs when that person stranded me. And actually I did typically the same thing to someone that maybe loved me too after he's gone. And suddenly this thought came to my mind, "Hey, when we could communicate better when we've no connection, why don't everyone just become friends? I don't need to keep on pushing people to doing pretty much what they don't want..." Is this the answer what I've been looking for? It's not like we're not happy or something, but sometimes I think I become more and more demanding each and everyday.... and the communication doesn't swift (enough come in hand), especially when he's not around. If he couldn't come then that...

Beberapa waktu yang lalu saya menonton film The Lost Bladesman (coba lihat di http://www.sinema-21.com/movie-the-lost-bladesman-2011/) , salah satu film (lagi) yang berlatar Jaman Tiga Kerajaan ( Samkok / The Romance of Three Kingdoms ) di Cina. Film ini menampilkan dilema Guan Yu antara tetap dengan Tsao Tsao/Cao Cao atau kembali kepada Liu Bei. Entah kenapa film ini beda karena menampilkan sifat Cao Cao yang terkesan wise dan sederhana (ada adegan macul-macul segala...@___@), imej yang sangat berbeda dari yang terpapar dalam Red Cliff dan Red Cliff II ataupun di cerita manga Legenda Naga yang menampilkan sebaliknya,Cao Cao yang ambisius , extravagant , dan berangasan ^o^;. Meski film ini di-rating jelek oleh banyak pihak, (5.8 / 10 di imdB misalnya), serta tidak begitu laku di pasaran--mungkin karena sulit dicerna dan membosankan bagi siapa-siapa yang tidak familiar dengan setting ceritanya ( samkok ), namun bagi saya cukup memberi pencerahan, karena dapat melihat kisah ini da...