I used to think that maybe this is the designated thing to be done...but somehow, something in my head keep on repeating saying that this is not fair. Though i know, i should be thankful for what i get, but this jealousy kept eating me alive. I hate to be treated unfair, since i know that actually i am the best in this ****, but yet given the least benefit of all. Do they really don't have budget....or they just want to eat more? Whatever.. I just don't enjoy this feeling of uneasyness. I hate it. I hate the way they promised one thing and then took it back...right on my face..at the time i already hopping for itn eagerly. And my solitude time would be last longer than i expected. Screw them..screw the authorihy. And hey...what did i expected anyway?? Should've known better that this would obviously be the outcome.
sometimes you just need to write down everything