Ameru's blog

I glanced at my watch: 19:16 pm. I'm here, sit by myself in a cafe sort-like, sipping my cold milo and staring at my laptop. Only got about a half hour to keep the battery running, since my thing is not that highly durable. (a low-edge technology). I ordered two kinds of drinks, one is what i've been told before, and the other is a juice--pear juice. Three minutes had past since I first wrote this note. I've been waiting for my family to pick me up since about an hour ago. Got a lot of luggage with me, one BIG heavy loaded pack, and a smaller one. The big one filled with my comics and books....while the other tucked with piles of snacks (ones that we called " oleh-oleh "....an Indonesian tradition that quite come unhandy for times like this. 19:24... still here...waiting. The restaurant where I'm sitting already packed with people. I took a table right under the aircon, but not a slightest feel of coolness had came upon me. A bunch of army-men sitting on a tab...

It's almost time for my ultimate dream to be emanated. The thrill went up here to my spine and made me almost deliberately lost my mind. Honestly, this is exactly what I felt about almost two and a half years ago--though this time maybe I felt a li'l bit more excited and secured (!) But hell, still there're doubts inside of me. Can't win these feelings over since obviously i'm not that "charming" at all. I hope anything from my past don't bring any jinx over what becoming of today--the manifesto of my childhood dream. Eternally (like I've been feeling like this forever ^__^;), ever since I can set any dream place to be, I decided that that place will be a place that somehow I can anchored to, even if it's only for a short time. That place, and the other place are where all my dreams went to. Dear God, please relinquish my dream into reality. Amen.